Need A sign From GOD

I really need a sign and help from GOD  right now! Things are not working out right now. I know that everything has to break sometime, but all at once really. I know people probably got it worse then me, but i need just a little slack. Last year wasn't a great year for me and this year isn't looking any better. Ive tired to watch my back but i slip up again. The only good thing is i quite smoking lol. I just need some help!