Just up!!!

Well I have been up since 4 this morning. I couldn't sleep and i'm starting to feel the effects of only sleeping 5 hours... wait.. that's not to bad.  Anyway. Yesterday was a bust. I figured my gf would have money after paying off her credit cards. Turns out she owes 7 grand in a car note and has to start paying her mom back for money she owes her. Which wouldn't be to bad if she was playing her mom like 200 bucks a month. Anyway long story short,  she doesn't have enough money to help me out with our kid or the house utilities. For the pass year, or longer.... probably when i met the girl I have been paying for everything....... The bad part is I don't even know if i want to be with this girl. This isn't really the person I thought I would spend my life with. She has great qualities, and some bad of course. I guess I'm just going to have to be a money Notzie, because I haven't been keeping up with finances like I suppose to.