March 1 2011

Well a lot is happening mostly good things. I had a great vacation in PCB, Fl with a great girl I met about a month ago. Still iffy about her, but hope everything goes well with our relationship. guess time will tell.  On the work front. March will be super busy, and I need to play catch up. Past sh*t;   is baby mamma drama. I still haven't seen my son since Dec. 4. also i should add out of the blue she text me if I want to see my son, I have to pick him up on Feb 19, b/c she has a job interview in Virginia. I think she is full of it. Then she doesn't want me to see him at all. She told me I don't see him anyway so what's the point. It's probably b/c I don't know she lives at. So as of now I'm not sure if she took him out of state, or they are still here. She want me to sign my rights away, but that's not going to happen. He needs to know that I care about him and not going to let him go. After the phone conversation we had after she text. She said she will never let me see him. That not going to happen....  He's mom is a total as* and I think is angry, b/c i moved on with my life. I clean his room out, yesterday b/c i figured I faced the fact that I probably won't see him for a good while. ( that really hurts me to do this, and talking about it today with mel... wasn't really a subject  I want to talk about at dinner. I got most of his stuff out and gonna give away the rest of  stuff that someone else can use. Hope everything works out....  I'm ready to see ry!